You wrote this once

and now i know the truth:so lets see if youll fess up... there is only one thing you can tell me that will crush me more than i already am. p.s. it's probably not what u think

So here it is for you. I know the truth. And this will be more than once. So let's see if you fess up and let me in finally. Or if I'm gonna be left outside. Cause I won't be outside. I'm over it.